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Death.

December 12, 2007

Everyone around me is dying. I can't take this anymore.

Yeah, everybody around me is dying. I just got off school today and found out one of my moms good friends, at the age of 36, passed away. This makes the 3rd person that I know personally to die this month. And everyone of them overdosed from drugs. I've been to like 6 funerals in the past two months and everytime I go everyone keeps saying the same thing. This is awful I mean it's almost Christmas time and with all this going on I just don't know how to take it. My cousin, Jason whom I was pretty closed to passed away from a drug overdose about two years ago and it was one of the hardest things my family has ever had to go through. Seeing all these moms and dads have to go through the pain of there much younger kid dying is terrible. I'm so sick of this. That's all that's around here is drugs and it's killing everyone I know. My uncles,my mom, and my cousins. I just wish none of this ever existed. Well I just had to get that out of my system someway and this was the only way I knew how to do that right now. Don't judge me and think I'm on drugs just because so many people around me are.

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    • Photo of Angel_of_Illusion Angel_of_Illusion
      Angel_of_Illusion
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      Posted 2 years ago by Angel_of_Illusion

      I can't truthfully say I know how you feel because I have only been to one funeral in my life, and that was to my 90 year old great grandmas' but when I did go, it ripped up all of our lives more than I will ever know.

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      Posted 2 years ago by Gina2cali

      Many people I know passed away this year also. It's sad but it's life. Sometimes people do not realize how dangerous doing drugs is.

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      Posted 2 years ago by crissylove

      Oh, Bre, i am so sorry!!! You know i'm here for you if you need to talk. Please let me know if there is anything i can do for you!!!

      Luv ya sweetie,

      Christine