sheep_of_death's Blog
more u have,more u can lose
April 18, 2008life is cruel....
hmm i doubt someone will read this but i think itll be easyer 4 me if i just write down.....i know im not the only person who has shit in her life but i think i have right to complain....like in last 2 months 5 of my friend died o broke up with my bf and that was really hard cuz we were together for 7 months....i had noone,like my friends tryed to help me but i needed someone who has same shit to understand me....so there was this moment when i tried to kill my self,but thank god someone stoped me....then why would it get better nooooo it has to be worser so in next few week my 6th friend died,i have new boyfriend now but and hes trying to help me but he just doesnt understand....so when i thought things r getting little bit better i broked up with him cuz hes soooo jelous,idk why its like im not giving him reasons....and then we got back together,and now things r getting better but im afraid that im just bringing bad luck,im not even trying to find friends anymore cuz i dont want that ppl die or something....but enough about me and my problems im feeling a little bit easyer now....i just hope nothing bad will happen cuz i think i couldnt survive that....