Im back peoples!!!!! :]]]]]]] if it matters heres whats been going on....

Let me first say im sorry i haven't been online lately. things here have been very hectic. for starters i have been stressing over my grades in school which have been slipping but have risen. Second ive just resently lost my dog which sucks because as most of you know i love animals and ive had that dog for 10 years. Third, my best friends boy friend commited suicide, to much blood loss.shes depressed,i don't blame her.Finally and practically the worst thing that has possibly happened these past few months is that after 75 years of life my grandmother has finally passed away. Breast cancer,what we've resently learned, has taken her life. It's amazing to me how much we ignore death, the fact that it is all around us,until someone we love passes on. at least it was like that for me. but the loss of a loved one is tragic, whether it's a husband, a wife, a friend, a father, a mother, and for me my grand mother. the list goes on and on. ive had a hard time sleeping, ive shown barely any emotion, i havent cried over the loss of my grandma. but somehow through all this misery ive learned something, i never new my grandmother , i know that now i regret it ,but someday, i don't know when,but i will see her again(no offence to anyone of a diffrent religion).but, until that time all i can do is look back on the memories i have of her. I hope to catch up with all the friends ive made on this web site...thanks for reading...and if you can leave a comment please do so... i really need to catch up with all of you. -sammy :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]