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I can't stand this any more

January 16, 2009

I am truly going crazy here....

The pain

The agony

All the tears I cry for them

And they turn their backs on me and exclude me???

I have dreams about the one I like but hate.

She is exactly like me....

wait, now she's taking everything of mine!!!!

She is taking my friends, my time to shine, my crush...

It's so wrong to me

I thought that everything was perfect

Finally

And she took it all away

The thing is I can't talk to my friends about this

They think she's the perfect little angel!

It's to the point where if I told them a joke they wouldn't do anything, but if she tells it

OH MY GOD THAT WAS HILARIOUS!!! HAR DEE HAR HAR!!!

I don't even know if she realizes what she is doing

But it is tearing me up inside

I can't take this anymore!!!

..... what can I do?

I like her but ...

How can you be friends with someone who is stealing your life?

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      ilovehim
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      Posted 9 months ago by ilovehim

      i sorrry that sux. =( i cry for u

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      ilovehim
      Female, 15
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      in my worl nobody elses and lovin it
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      11/19/09
      Posted 9 months ago by ilovehim

      i sorrry that sux. =( i cry for u

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      ilovehim
      Female, 15
      bloomfeild, NM
      Status
      in my worl nobody elses and lovin it
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      11/19/09
      Posted 9 months ago by ilovehim

      i sorrry that sux. =( i cry for u