phantom123's Blog
confusion
September 15, 2008in order to get a better insight of who i am u mite want to read this.
hiding behind my long black hair and clear blue eyes is a girl who used to want to be wanted by everyone. behind my eyes there is a brain that once or twice had been taken advantage of by a stupid crush. in my brain there is a soul thats far more mature than the age of the body. in my mind there are many likes from reading to music to acting. these likes have grown to be passions, for example music is my life and will always be a huge part of me. my mind is also very open. it's also not judgmental at all. i've been judged to long and to severely to judge others seriously. people call me gothic or emo (even though i hav been b4), but at this point i'm not going to waste my breath correcting them. my friends know me for what i am. a sometimes overly serious, bookworm, music stiff who just happens to wear black alot and likes alternative music and vampire novels. my best friends al say 'u need a boyfriend' but i've realized i don't need one. it would b nice to hav one, but i'm self dependent, i don't NEED any1. they also keep saying, oh well that'll change. it mite but sumtimes being blinded by love is a good thing. it makes u feel good. but so do alot of other things. i'm not saying i think luv is stupid or anything, i'm just saying u don't need it all the time. especially when u hav friends.