I finally put up a pic of myself for anyone who may have wondered what the heck I looked like....smiles This one was from our "Girls Night Out" last month. My friend was a lil happy to say the least...I love this one and I smile every time I see it

Life is way too short to be depressed...for Gods sake it could all end in two seconds from now...LIVE and be HAPPY for the NOW...it IS ALL WE HAVE!!!!!!!!!!

Criss may NEVER see the whites of my eyes again...he may see them a million times over....whatever today holds is what it is and we really do have to make our lives happen...not just let them be. I'd say ask TALLICAFINATIC but guess what ...you can't because he is dead...what do you think HE would do if he knew for one second that the last day of his life would be his last...All the trivial bullsh*t is just that...I'm proud of Criss for finally making himself happy and doing what ever HE wants and I'm proud as hell that HE MADE IT to a point in his life thaty he can finally rest and enjoy ALL THE HARD WORK...the blood, sweat and tears he and his family have put into this JOURNEY they call the MINDFREAK....MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT to you all....Love ya...Your Loyal Sister...Lisa