My dad has a lot of health problems And one day I sat down and watched mindfreak for the very first time ever since then the way I thought about everything changed

I've helped my dad all my life even when I was a small child I alway's helped him with things got stuff that he needed when he felt bad and it was very hard for me to see a bunch of people coming into our house and looking at my dad and every time they didn't know what was wrong with him no one knew what was wrong. and it happend so many times that they knew who we were and exactly where we lived. there are so many medical bills that my mom is now fileing for bankruptcy and my dad is trying his best to find a way to help pay for all the bills so 4 years ago he got the idea of breeding dogs. I liked the idea as well because I love animals I alway's have so he got them and what I didn't know was that I would end up taking care of them all while caring for my dad. this was all very stressful and I was only 10 years old. I'm 14 now and everything is still going on. I just take it one day at a time but on 10/04/06 lol I know the exact date I sat down and watched mindfreak and I really liked it. kept watching it and it took me away from everything that was going on at the time and to see someone do all of those things and make it through that was just amazing to me. it changed the way I thought about everything and I believed that things will get better I still believe that. All I could ever hope is that criss could somehow see this someday and know how he changed my life. and all I can say is thank you for what you do and please be safe lol it's very scary sometimes. I'm currently saving every pennie I find so some day I can go to vegas and see his show believe it may take me a while I'm hoping within 10 years lol but I know I will be there someday.