gothchick666's Blog
love issues
May 24, 2009ok everyone says that love is eternal it lasts forever whether the person u feel it for is there or not. well i told this guy that i no i loved him n yea i really do but im startin 2 think he doesnt really care cause i said that i wanted 2 go back out with him ( i already went out wit him once b4) but he cant seem 2 figure out if he wants 2 go back out wit me so 4 some reason that love or like or watevr it is now is dwindling away n im startin 2 feel it 4 someone else i no n i dont no y. iv gotten 2 the point where im ready 2 tell him 2 4get it, the fact that i asked him out, just like i did wit someone else i asked out but i no if i do that ill b even more of a failure like my father n i dont wanna do that. i also no that if i do n i wanna go backout wit him n i ask him a 3rd time then he'll definately say no. the other person that im startin like more though is someone iv dated b4 2 n i wanna ask him out but i cant make up my mind about who i wanna go out wit now. i already told the one guy i love him n the other one im really tempted 2 ask him out cause i think that i love more than one person but one more than the other n im not sure which one i love more the 1st or the 2nd. then i have some one else that wants 2 ask me out n i have alot of problems like that but im only stuck on whether i should go wit the one guy i already said i love u 2 or the other guy who smokes n is really idk exactly but hes kinda just my type i think but im startin 2 think that i shuld go out wit the smoker since the other guy still wont give me a definate answer but since i got suspended from school 4 biting ill have alot of time on my hands 2 think but as for the smoker guy i love him 2 just as much as i love the 1st guy but i think i love the smoker more:)