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confussons of love and life

October 21, 2008

i have no clue what's goin on i love this guy i no im actually friends with him but now im really confused he says things that hurt me even though he doesn't no that he said it grant it we all do that at some point but any way i think that im starting to act weird in front of him my life is getting turned upside down and i no that i like went after him in my last blog and i didn't really mean that. anyway im tryin to figure out how to cope with not being able to be with him and hearin him talk bout bein with his girlfriend that he's with now. he likes me and all but u wouldn't be able to tell that from anything except for wat he says but i still love him and the day i had planned to tell him i was gonna go out wit him he started dating this other girl and since i didn't no that i was gonna wait til the next day which was a monday and since i didn't no about him and the other girl i didn't think that it would matter but apparently it did and i should have said something the day before, the saturday before he started dating her but i didn't think to do that so now im screwed, lonely and very, very depressed

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      Despite my rage I'm still just a rat in a cage...
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      Posted 1 year ago by Reno_R_Psychopathic

      Oh I haven't figured that code out yet. I will don't worry. I've just been caught up with stuff of my own ya know? Oh and sorry its taken me nearly a week 2 get back to u as well lol, I'll ttyl k take care

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      Posted 1 year ago by Reno_R_Psychopathic

      Awwwww thats terrible... I'm so sorry... idk what to say, well I kinda do. I just don't know if it will help any. Its understandable that ur depressed, but u got friends here if u need them =) and as well as that yeah of course u will always have regrets and wonder "what if?" about situations that didn't go according 2 plan, but I think everything happens 4 a reason and if a fish gets away its probably cuz ur mean to catch a tastier one =) well thats the theory anyway idk if it will help any...