ericyr's Blog
Worth Life
October 24, 2008I little opinion on life and why i'm still alive...doesn't make sense to me.
hmmm...kind of in a writing mood but not sure wat to write about. ya i get that feeling a lot. I guess being a writer can have it's ups and downs. I'm forever cursed to have a passion about writing about the evils and hatred of this world. To me, writing about the world is hard, if not impossible, to make is sound innocent and beautiful. My writing is dark and depressing but guess what...it's reality. Life sucks and it's just something you have to get used to. Pick yourself up after you fall and just keep walking. There will be no one to pick you up when you fall or to wipe your tears when you cry. You can't expect someone to be around you every time you go through times of trials and heartache. It's just something you need to be strong about. The story of going to college and falling in love and getting married and living happily ever after is the worst bull shit I've ever encountered. Life isn't full of happiness and flowers and little pretty butterflies. My childhood wasn't even like that, i would never expect anyones adulthood to be anywhere near. Life is about work, disappointments, heartache, and love (I had to put something good in there so no one commits suicide). Even love has it's heartaches though. You can't expect to have a passionate relationship forever because you will get old and wrinkly and you will be far from attractive....very far!! Anyway, I don't want anyone commiting suicide because they think life is pointless....unfortunatly if you think that i do agree with you but I just choose to keep on living because I'm too afraid of death. That's all that holds...i consider my life doomed to fail...not much confidence in myself. Welcome to my life.
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