I'm loving Criss and i'm angry!!!

OMG it's getting soooooooooooooooooooo hard to get through the days without Criss. that probably sounds really stalkerish but I am in like love with him. I like get really really into him for a long time. I mean i get so into him i want to go and be with him and i can't and it drives me crazy!!!! I get so in love i want to marry him. now i know that sounds really creepy but that's how i feel. but then i'll go into this phase where i get so busy i don't have time for Criss but i never stop loving him. my mom thinks my obsession with him is just another phase but it's not. I will love Criss 4ever!!!! if it was just a phase i would be over him right now. but i'm not. so i'm just gonna sit here and blog my heart out for him and talk about how mad i am at people who think Criss is phony. Ok so we were in the computer lab at school and this guy was looking up pics of Criss and then him and his friends started talking about how he's so fake and that he's not worth shit! well that pissed me off but i held my tounge and saved it until now where i can scream about it all i want. I really hate haters. they think they know everything but they know nothing about him and how hard he's worked to get where he is. that's what i really hate. he's dedicated his entire life to this and people think they can just talk about him like he's not worth dog crap. they're all frickin' idiots and will all end up working at mcdonald's cuz they don't care how they end up. ok now i feel better. I LOVE U CRISS FOREVER AND ALWAYS AND DON'T EVER GO AWAY OR I SWEAR I'LL DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok LOVE YA!