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too much that i asked you for

September 16, 2008

something i wrote a while ago x

if i could live without you then maybe i would know some kind of peace, i love you more than anything in this world but its still not enough for you, everyday i give you everything and you take it, now i dont have anything left to give, i wake everyday to the fact that you'll never need me the way i need you, and knowing nothing i could ever do will make you love me the way i love you, you say you love me but how can you when you hurt me so much, empty words your saying break my heart in two, so when you do say you love me i tell myself you dont feel it enough to mean it, but you care enough to lie, i know in my head that its not meant to be this way, not like this, but i know in my heart i love you, so i live this way, because the thought of living without you is too much to bear, so as you break my heart, know you'll always be apart of everything i do, and even though i asked you for nothing, it was too much that i asked you for.

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      owen
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      Posted 1 year ago by owen

      hey fiorella happy haloween chech my blog plzz leave a comment

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      Posted 1 year ago by TRUSTER

      hi bluerose! how r u? well u asked for my id ,it is bhavnam95@yahoo.co.in

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      Posted 1 year ago by BELLADONNA

      BLUEROSE, I know love can drive anyone crazy, however I can tell you that is not love, He would not hurt you! PERIOD!! mentel or physical, it's still abuse no matter how you look at It! You need to rid him from your life and move on, LOVE YOURSELF. Please litsen to your gut. Don't sell youself short for a guy LIKE THAT! Don't hate me for being BLUNT, You deserve more!! BELIEVE AND BE POSITIVE!!! Be around positive people, negative people make you negative. ---- okay opinion , it's my opinion you can do what you want with it, but at the end you and only you must trust in yourself and you know whats right for you. Be strong MY FRIEND, Darkest Wishes, Belladonna.

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      Posted 1 year ago by SAskeptic

      hey loyal i know it may be hard, it always gets worse before it gets better but there are one of two things i see going on here. who you love does not appreciate you enough and isnt supportive enough and in that case you need to leave and live for yourself. try and shed the past and move on alone. or maybe the one you lovereally does love you but you are unable to feel it. maybe something in your life has caused you to become emotionally numb. in that case use your love as a support and seek out therapy or just talk about those monsters that haunt you. once they are delt with you will be free sweetie. hugs and hugs a hope to you that life can smile. bye for noyw my friend

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      Posted 1 year ago by DayDreamer

      oh i adore to write in this way It makes me feel better, at least a bit, when you tell to someone what are your real feelings. If you need anybody to talk... just say so. Ago

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      Posted 1 year ago by TRUSTER

      hello loyal! i don't know u but it seems that u had heart treching days to get along with someone. u have given a vent to ur feelings out here and i really felt sad for u.

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      Posted 1 year ago by Chani

      Hey honey, you don't deserve this kind of treatment. I know you say you love him but honestly how much can one person put up with. I am here for you so if you need someone do please stop by, much love Chani xx

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      Posted 1 year ago by magicgirl08

      its good to get your fellings out if you need a friend you no im here for u lol