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too much that i asked you for

September 16, 2008

something i wrote a while ago x

if i could live without you then maybe i would know some kind of peace, i love you more than anything in this world but its still not enough for you, everyday i give you everything and you take it, now i dont have anything left to give, i wake everyday to the fact that you'll never need me the way i need you, and knowing nothing i could ever do will make you love me the way i love you, you say you love me but how can you when you hurt me so much, empty words your saying break my heart in two, so when you do say you love me i tell myself you dont feel it enough to mean it, but you care enough to lie, i know in my head that its not meant to be this way, not like this, but i know in my heart i love you, so i live this way, because the thought of living without you is too much to bear, so as you break my heart, know you'll always be apart of everything i do, and even though i asked you for nothing, it was too much that i asked you for.

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      Posted 10 months ago by Faith37

      I LIKE THAT A LOT!

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      Posted 1 year ago by sorcerer0

      hey. thats really good. my friend Maggie Matthews writes stuff like that,and yours is really really good. -loyal scorcerer

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      Posted 1 year ago by Beckaa_Babie

      hey babie girlz.....♥u......♥psychopathicunlovedfreak♥

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      Posted 1 year ago by Beckaa_Babie

      true......o u ♥ him deeply?

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      Posted 1 year ago by Beckaa_Babie

      then he is a very good guy 4 u......wats up?...u wanna know what i look like?

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      Posted 1 year ago by Beckaa_Babie

      hey babie....wat up?

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      Posted 1 year ago by owen

      hey fiona how are you ?

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      Posted 1 year ago by CorazonYDaga

      I know just how it feels. I just got out of a relationship with my high school sweetheart. When he got out of the Navy he moved to Florida a month after I did. I thought it was fate. We moved in together.He cheated on me, then come to find out he moved to Florida because he was a fugitive! I left him before my visit to Cleveland. Everything that came out of his mouth was a lie. I still kept him around cuz I wanted his lies to be true so that I could be with the one I loved. I realized I couldnt live that way. Yesterday I got the logo for "Believe" tattoo'd on the back of my neck. I thought it was quite appropriate since in the middle of "Believe" stands "LIE".....

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      Posted 1 year ago by Kronos

      Hey Bluerose, how R U doing? Hey, do U know how to ask somebody to be Ur friend? 'Cause U R the only one that's in my "friends".

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      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by themiz

      I know how it feels, no matter what you do it will never be good enough. You'll always be that one who failed. I know that feeling. Its the worst feeling in the world. But there is hope cause it goes away and then you start to see how it really is. They start getting worse and going down hill or you advance and get better and better and they stay the same. i know its hard to see that now though and thats why im here for you please put something into us not just some guy you met online but your friend and soul partner not mate per say but the one whi sooths your sould when it hurts that deep. Much endeerd love Fi and its them who aren't good enough for us not us being not good enough.