I'm so sad at the moment because I won't be able to join the loyalfest in Vegas this year.It would be the first time and I really really wish I could be there...

But it's too expensive,too far away and the time is too short to change the circumstances. :-( At the moment I'm in Germany,as I told you in my first blog.If I'm lucky,I will join the ultimate loyal freaks soon...a cold comfort,though it's a great thing.Nobody in my surrounding understands why it's my greatest wish to travel to Las Vegas.But I know that you do.I know that anytime I will see Criss and meet you loyals in real life,instead of sitting in front of my damn computer.I believe it will happen,at least once in my life.It's just that the time hasn't come yet.Maybe I will get the chance next year...I hope it so bad,believe me I won't give up! I love you all,my loyal friends.