TRUSTER's Blog
better off alone!
July 17, 2009that's it!
For past few weeks I have not been good to many ppl …..Those who call me friends….I seriously like being alone …..sometimes when I am happy I am with my cousin…..but whatever happened with me for past these weeks….it has left me with so many question ........few days back I even thought my life is worthless......many people who are around me call themselves my friend (but if u ever get to know me I am not a good person to be friends with)…… I am a moody person..I need some time to think what the hell is going on in my life and what I can do about it…one thing that is weird about me is that I am a good advisor when I say things to ppl I have a way to explain it that they can’t help themselves instead and they follow what I say…I can cheer ppl around me but no one can do that with me….i don’t know why I don’t get affected by ppl and I hardly care what they think about me!.....Whenever I feel lonely I feel like driving away to a quite place..with no one around…… …..but the other thing that I do is I lay on bed listening to music with headset…and trying to concentrate on lyrics but it’s hard at that time caz many things go on in my mind…I have so many things about me that I can keep on writing but I don’t want u ppl to know more about me! I keep ppl away from my personal life……and I seriously hate when anyone try to know me! Even my friends don’t know much about me (I already said I am not a good person to be friends with)………..and 1more thing I would like u ppl to know …….i am warning u ppl to keep away from me when I am in a bad mood caz I always get worse when someone tries to talk to me in my off mood……I can get to any bad level at that time so I don’t like talking to anyone (not even my own family)…..that’s why I am going to hell! That’s all and I try to keep changing my path but every time I think to do so something bad happens with me……so I wll always be bad I guess …..