I feel like Job....and it is becoming too much.

I feel like Job.

I usually try to do good and have pretty much had everything go right for me....thank God.

Lately, I feel I Job....tested at every turn.

I lost my wealth...OK.

I lost my family and friends....hard but I survived.

I lost my Health.....very hard laying there for months bedridden ill and noone coming to see me.

I started to recover but things are not 100%

I got my health back, I got my family back....not the friends though and not my wealth.

I moved to Las Vegas to be near my daughter ....putting her in a stable environment. I have not been able to find permanent work, not even as a party pit dealer...lol...don't ask.

I have survived on odd jobs...usually acting stuff but some bookkeeping or database work.

I have until April 15th to figure it out or have to move back to that crazy house in Los Angeles....not happy at all with that idea.

I like it here and it would be nice to stay....only God knows at this point.