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December 1, 2008

I am never understood. I try and still no one can get what I'm about. For those of you that dont get me open your eyes and realize I am like you just......misunderstood

Many times in my life I've had to apologize for things I havent done. At times I've done nothing wrong. For saying what needed to be said but others didnt want to hear the truth. My opinions dont matter to you, my thoughts are ignored, my "feelings" mean nothing to you, everything I say goes in one ear and out the other. Yet when I am myself you dont approve of me and expect me to say sorry. "Sorry, for what? sorry for being me? sorry for being human? I'm tired of being sorry. You may see the world in light and darkness, black or white its not that simple. I live in a WORLD OF GRAY and thats what allows me to do things others just cant do, thats allows me to say things others just cant or choose not to say. Thats what allows me to fail and GET BACK UP! You see I've lived my whole life off pure "emotion." From now on this "emotion" this frustration, this anger, this rage, this reck-less-ness and insanity is exactly what will beat" all of you. Those who have wronged me those who chose not to accept me for me. You who took that what was once mine and never allowed me to have it back ever again. And those that knew yet decided to stick that knife right in my back. This is now my time

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      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by lilred64

      If you are being ignored, those people have no respect for you and you're better off without them in your life. As a girl though, I see things differently than a guy might, and can admit that sometimes I hear what they guy is saying but choose not to listen. I'm already thinking about what I want to say and thinking about my response. So I hear but may not listen. I listen now and hear what you say, just know I may not agree.

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      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by ma

      Ppl should try to understand the way you are....obviously u can´t be how they want....they can´t judge you or get "mad" at something u have or haven´t done before knowing you....sorry i forgot the exact words of the other comment...anyway...i liked it

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      Posted 1 year ago by Cathy3

      Yes i understand you 100% or more and i fill like that till this day but this is so funny because i have a cousin my best cousin i can tell her everything and today i was telling her exactly what your block saids and i comment my self to live life to the fullest and stop thinking about people is thinking about me if i doing this or that anyways they still talks what im telling you is that we have to make ourselves happy every second and live life to the fullest and i love to be your friend and lets be happy your friend Cathy3 =) =) =)

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      Posted 1 year ago by lava81174

      okay i have the honour of making the first comment. i know so well how it is to be misunderstood.and you are doing the exact right thing now.stand up,have more selfconfidence,let people think what they want,as long as you know the truth about yourself.hold your head up high,loyal friend.