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December 1, 2008

I am never understood. I try and still no one can get what I'm about. For those of you that dont get me open your eyes and realize I am like you just......misunderstood

Many times in my life I've had to apologize for things I havent done. At times I've done nothing wrong. For saying what needed to be said but others didnt want to hear the truth. My opinions dont matter to you, my thoughts are ignored, my "feelings" mean nothing to you, everything I say goes in one ear and out the other. Yet when I am myself you dont approve of me and expect me to say sorry. "Sorry, for what? sorry for being me? sorry for being human? I'm tired of being sorry. You may see the world in light and darkness, black or white its not that simple. I live in a WORLD OF GRAY and thats what allows me to do things others just cant do, thats allows me to say things others just cant or choose not to say. Thats what allows me to fail and GET BACK UP! You see I've lived my whole life off pure "emotion." From now on this "emotion" this frustration, this anger, this rage, this reck-less-ness and insanity is exactly what will beat" all of you. Those who have wronged me those who chose not to accept me for me. You who took that what was once mine and never allowed me to have it back ever again. And those that knew yet decided to stick that knife right in my back. This is now my time

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    • Photo of Mindfreakwitch Mindfreakwitch
      Mindfreakwitch
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      Kaiserslautern, DE
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      Rest in Peace Mom i love you forever !!
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      Posted 1 year ago by Mindfreakwitch

      Well said i agree with most of that my friend. But i always accept your opinions and thoughts even if can't agree with them sometimes.

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      Code_of_the_Arts
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      Steppin' to fufill my dreams...
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      Posted 1 year ago by Code_of_the_Arts

      Being urself is the most truthful way to show who u are.. And well if people don't like you dats bcos they may not be synched to ya.. and dat happens in the world.. dats why we are all different... All we gotta do is learn to respect people's difference, which quite frequently, is still a struggle for most. I find u quite a stubborn nice guy.. and don't worry cos Im a stubborn nice girl. Consider it as a compliment, lol..

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      LoyalMindfreak15
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      My Decision = UofT, Double Major in Architectural Design and International Relations
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      Posted 1 year ago by LoyalMindfreak15

      I would say the best thing is to be yourself. It doesn't matter what other people say or think of you, as long as your being who you truly are. Some people have opinions on certain people, but those opinions do not shape who you are. People can't judge you without knowing who you are, they need to know who you are and what you are like first. Its probably better off without those people too.

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      hey loyals,just checking in with ou all,just been so busy!!!
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      Posted 1 year ago by LIZA

      you have every right to your opinion,always speak your mind,don't hide your feelings, i always say how i feel,if i feel that someone is disrespecting me then I tell them how I feel about it but in a honest and sincere way.just be true to yourself,that is all I can say!!!

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      Heart of a lion, and the wings of a bat!
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      Posted 1 year ago by ShadowSeraph

      I can tell that you're royally pissed, and rightly so by the sound of it. But what exactly are you gonna do about it? You're not exactly clear here.

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      i feel all these empty nights, empty heart beats....feel it comin on so fast
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      Posted 1 year ago by Kryztle

      hey man i like u how u r n respect ur appinoions n personality, jus be ur self and dont care what other people think or say...its what makes you stronger.....an hey no mater what others think i still love u like a fat kid luvs cake XD

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      awesome_amberCA
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      sebring, FL
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      if he only knew how MUCH i love him...
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      Posted 1 year ago by awesome_amberCA

      i think u should jus b urself, if ppl dont like it they can get the hell over it, thats their problem not urs. thats wat i live by..

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      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by lilred64

      test -- ok I don't know it's making my post dark -- but here we go ---- I don't concern myself with being understood. This is me -- take it or leave it. I won't apologize for who I am or the methods I use to get what I want. But in all relationships, at one time or another everyone has probably apologized at that moment in time to keep the peace and show concession. Is it right? depends on the situation. But it all flows off respect for yourself -- for others --without respect, honor is lost.

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      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by LoyalRachelKerico

      I think you should just be yourself. I think everyone should be theirself because who you are is the most important part of you. I think people should judge eachother however they please, but without trying to make changes to who they are judging. I am who I chose to be and you are who you chose to be and no one will change that. Everyone just has to accept who you are and who everyone else is.

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      lilred64
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      I got to watch a taping of Mindfreak Season 6 on Fri, April 23rd!
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      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by lilred64

      test--ok it's working now -- Anyway where was I! oh yeah, 2. You live off emotion but I live off control. My background has taught me to not show pain, don't let your enemies see you sweat, be strong in the face of adversity. As a woman in my profession, emotions are looked upon as weakness. I think emotions are necessary, but not if they control you.