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December 1, 2008

I am never understood. I try and still no one can get what I'm about. For those of you that dont get me open your eyes and realize I am like you just......misunderstood

Many times in my life I've had to apologize for things I havent done. At times I've done nothing wrong. For saying what needed to be said but others didnt want to hear the truth. My opinions dont matter to you, my thoughts are ignored, my "feelings" mean nothing to you, everything I say goes in one ear and out the other. Yet when I am myself you dont approve of me and expect me to say sorry. "Sorry, for what? sorry for being me? sorry for being human? I'm tired of being sorry. You may see the world in light and darkness, black or white its not that simple. I live in a WORLD OF GRAY and thats what allows me to do things others just cant do, thats allows me to say things others just cant or choose not to say. Thats what allows me to fail and GET BACK UP! You see I've lived my whole life off pure "emotion." From now on this "emotion" this frustration, this anger, this rage, this reck-less-ness and insanity is exactly what will beat" all of you. Those who have wronged me those who chose not to accept me for me. You who took that what was once mine and never allowed me to have it back ever again. And those that knew yet decided to stick that knife right in my back. This is now my time

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      i know what u mean ur a great friend just stay stong BELIVE!

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      I know what u mean my friend, just be u. You r a wonderful friend =) ♥

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      Holiday madness has begun
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      Posted 1 year ago by Special_K_19

      I too could care less what people think of me I realized that a long time ago. always be who u are and hold your head up high .

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      I know what you mean . Be yourself. take care We all love you .

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      The race is not always to the swift, but to those who don't stop running...
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      I know what you mean. dont change hun. ur cool the way u are :) chin up

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      I LOVE U 4 WHO U R!!! UR LIKE A LITTLE BROTHER I PUT UP WITH! LOL!!! BUT I STILL LUV YA! TTYL! ALI.

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      if i were you,and you were me, would we still have,this same reality?
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      the words of a poet

      am i confused?

      maybe

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      Luv it, in my book of ethics its called TRIAL AND ERROR, WE ARE WHO WE CHOOSE TO LET IN OUR LIVES, IF WE CHANGE WHOM GETS IN THEN WE CHANGE OURSELVES. WE ARE AFFECTED BY ALL, UNTIL WE LEARN TO FINE TUNE OUR SELECTIONS, AS WHAT WE PUT IN OUR BODYS, CAN AFFECT OUR HEALTH, WE MUST LEARN TO WATCH WHOM WE ALLOW IN OUR LIVES, WHICH CAN ULTIMITELY AFFECT OUR SOUL.

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      AMEN, could NOT have put it better! Permission to print it out, hang it on my door, and see if my parents take the cue?