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December 1, 2008

I am never understood. I try and still no one can get what I'm about. For those of you that dont get me open your eyes and realize I am like you just......misunderstood

Many times in my life I've had to apologize for things I havent done. At times I've done nothing wrong. For saying what needed to be said but others didnt want to hear the truth. My opinions dont matter to you, my thoughts are ignored, my "feelings" mean nothing to you, everything I say goes in one ear and out the other. Yet when I am myself you dont approve of me and expect me to say sorry. "Sorry, for what? sorry for being me? sorry for being human? I'm tired of being sorry. You may see the world in light and darkness, black or white its not that simple. I live in a WORLD OF GRAY and thats what allows me to do things others just cant do, thats allows me to say things others just cant or choose not to say. Thats what allows me to fail and GET BACK UP! You see I've lived my whole life off pure "emotion." From now on this "emotion" this frustration, this anger, this rage, this reck-less-ness and insanity is exactly what will beat" all of you. Those who have wronged me those who chose not to accept me for me. You who took that what was once mine and never allowed me to have it back ever again. And those that knew yet decided to stick that knife right in my back. This is now my time

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      Marter
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      Posted 6 months ago (changed 6 months ago) by Marter

      what a charismatic enigma you are lmao

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      Posted 7 months ago by ericyr

      u know wat i find irritating...i read the other comments and they all say "i know how you feel" its a bunch of bull. no one know, no one will. this is a world of silent misery that u suffer alone. you either learn to deal with it and fall into the pain only to get back up again or lose your mind to the suffering

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      Posted 9 months ago by Hesteah

      if u want 2 listen 2 a song that suits... ppl that got no one or no emotions, hate life, etc. go 2 this link the song is awesome. im really into metal music. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lfxZkGXr4cU&feature=related

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      Posted 9 months ago by Hesteah

      Life sucks like shit. Im lve decided to live like u: no emotion WHATSOEVER. tty when ur on again.

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      Posted 9 months ago by eaglefox

      you sound like jig-saw...... i know what its like....... it really hurts the ego...... and then no one cares..... but who are they anyway? mere humans.............

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      Posted 9 months ago (changed 9 months ago) by Hesteah

      I understand ur whole GRAY theme, but dont take it too far. The purpose of life is to live. Live it right.

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      Posted 11 months ago by Amystikafreak

      i get how u feel. just be strong in your beliefs!

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      Posted 11 months ago by CrissAngelMF

      i understand completely how u feel its is the same with me im the only person in my family that is different and not one person in my family understands me im the odd ball in my family and i speak the truth and i get yelled at 4 it. and i accept u 4 u

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      Posted 11 months ago by rosegoddess

      I understand clearly how you feel. I've lived my whole life going against the grain. Don't fight it. Own it, embrace it. Use your intellegence and talent to enhance it. Be genuine and kind and never be sorry for who you are.

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      Posted 11 months ago by Starangel6381

      100% true! Say what you feel , you shouldn't have to say your sorry for what your feeling! Don't ever change your self for anyone, if they don't like it then they can walk away. Be true to yourself!