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December 25, 2007"Christmas comes but once a year" .....thank god.
Christmas this year has been hard for me. I never lots any family members or anything, I just really miss my cousin who lives in another province. She and I use to be so close when we were younger. Best Friends. We have grown apart and not talked too offten in teh last few years.. but these last two years we have been really close again, which just makes it even harder on us around thie time of year.
She lives in Toronto with my aunt, uncle, her little sister and now her new baby. I don't know if her daughter, Christina, really brought us together, or maybe it was just us getting older that we really realized how much we do love eachother. Don't get me wrong, I love and miss all of them that are living there, but I was best friends with her growing up.. its just really hard.
I was just talking to her on the phone a few minutes ago, and I started crying.. making her cry as well. Shes off to Chile in a few days with her boyfriend (father of the baby, who is from Chile). They're gunna there for a while.. but she said that once they get back.. shes gunna try to get a cheap flight with Christina, just to visit. Even if it is just for 4 days.
Her and I plan on going to Vegas in August.. I really hope the plans work out. going to a place I have always wanted to be, with the one person in my family I could really see doing that with... would be amazing.
I gatta stop typing.. I can't see. I keep crying, haha. so lame XD
Samantha