i felt really bad...

I feel a little better now. A while after my last entry, Josh called me. He had just got home. It was about a quarter til 10pm. I went over to see him. We took more pictures together and I helped him pack his bags. He wanted me to stay there with him but my mom said I had to come home because she didn't want my sister left alone for too long. Josh let me have two of his cami hats and his hoodie. Anyway, his flight leaves early in the morning because he has to be at MCT by 1pm and it's about a four hour flight between here and San Diego. He gets Sundays off and he said that he'll try to call me then, and of course we'll be writing to eachother. It's just so hard at first. I've already cried twice before I even left his house and then once more after I got home. But I'll be fine. On the bright side, I get to go dress shopping because Josh will most likely get me a ticket to San Diego to go to the Marine Corps Ball. Mood: better than before Music: Love Theme from The Notebook and I'll be Seeing You by Billie Holiday