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I lost my Mom

February 14, 2009

My Mom died on February 2 nd 2009 and her Funeral was on Friday Ferbruary 13 th 2009. Its hard and i miss her like hell . I cry a lot and i need time to get my smile back. I will always love her .

A Tribute to my Mom

My Tears fell like rain from my face My Heart stopped when I heard that you were gone My Voice was gone unable to give my Pain a Word My Soul bleeding about the hole your death left in me

Now I have to live on without you Now I have to find peace again Now I have to fulfill the promise I made to you Without you Mom

My Live must go on but I don’t know how without your smile My Hope to see you in heaven one day is the only thing that keeps me going My Sleep is filled with dreams of you telling me I can do everything My head remembers your words:” You just have to believe in you”

Now I have to live on without you Now I have to find words again Now I have to put all my strength in our promise Without you Mom

My Heart and Soul will miss you forever My Promise to you is to find my smile again like we did together so often My Love for you will never die My Angel that God sent me to call Mom.

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    • Photo of amberbooo amberbooo
      amberbooo
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      yadier molina albert pujols # 4 # 5 forever
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      Posted 5 months ago by amberbooo

      am so sorry...but shes in a better place not in plan anymore if she was...and noting can hurt here now and you guys will meet again you know that!!!!!!!!!

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      Hey guys I made a new page because I'm not going to use this one anymore my new name is LOVE15
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      Posted 6 months ago by Inuyama

      I know what it's like to lose someone u love I lost one of my b.f.fs it was so hard for me I could not stop crying for her but now shes in a better place now and so is ur mon

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      christara
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      Posted 7 months ago by christara

      I am sending my condolences to you.I can see spirits so I am sure she is definitely around you.she has received a promotion if you can look at it that way from God.More than likely to look after you.Do things that make you happy and that can cheer you up.I am sure that she wouldn't want you to be sad.I am not telling you how to feel just being a friend.Take care and I hope you accept my friendship.-Tara

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      only 13 more days for vegas!!!
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      Posted 9 months ago by mindfreak722

      i'm very sorry for your loss, i don't the feeling of loosing someone u love so much, but i know it must be terrible. great poem. please post on my blog when you r feeling a little better

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      R.I.P Michael Jackson.!!!xo
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      Posted 9 months ago by CrissA

      I love the poem by the way!Just remember,she is ALWAYS looking down at you every day and every night.=)

      xx CrissA

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      R.I.P Michael Jackson.!!!xo
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      Posted 9 months ago by CrissA

      Im sorry for ur loss.It must be realli hard.Hpe ur ok.I lost a grandmother wen I was 3.She was the greatest!

      xxxx CrissA

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      Posted 9 months ago by Code_of_the_Arts

      Im so sorry for ur loss hun... I may not know ur pain but I sure know how it feels to loose someone extremely close... Ur heart will heal wit time.. And she is watchin over u.... smiling also wit this poem u wrote, which is wonderful.

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      crissylove
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      Posted 9 months ago by crissylove

      What a beautiful poem! Your mom is looking down on you right now,i know she is, and i know she would be proud of you=)

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      Posted 9 months ago by Jomary

      sorry about your mom, everyhting will be okay. she was very well loved , and all got to share lots of wonderful experiences with her. She will be well remembered . love u . here if u need to talk.

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      I'm still here...sometimes in NINJA mode, lol but still around! Miss you guys!
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      Posted 9 months ago by JeanieAnn

      Susanne - es tut mir so leid dass zu horen! Ich wunschte ich konnte dir eine riesen umarmung geben! Meine gedanken sind mit dir...Alles liebe....JeanieAnn