LoyalSamy17's Blog
The one and ONLY KING OF POP is gone.
June 25, 2009What do I do now.. what song do I listen to? Where do I go?
What do I do now.. what song do I listen to? Where do I go? I walk into the kitchen, my mom's got the news on and shes says.. " there talking about him in the past." No reaction from me. I still look at the tv. Suddenly.. my worst nightmare. I look over and the TV shows a picture of Michael. It says 1959- 2009. At that point I just started crying. I dropped on the floor and cried. My mother came over and gave me a hug. I let her, but of course it didnt do anything. I cant believe it. There's a part of me that has a sicking feeling in my stomach that maybe this isnt true. Its all a joke and tomorrow Michael will surprise us. Of course he wouldnt do that, but I just dont know. I'll never get the chance to meet him. I've been a fan for 11 or 12 years. My dream is to be a lyricist, and I could one day write a song that he could have sung, and I would have been so proud of myself. My heart suddenly goes to his kids. I can only imagine what this must be like for THEM!!! I dont know what to say anymore........ I love you Michael. <3 ( I really wish I could get a hug from Criss)