for those who care.

Life is still screwed up but i believe i am coming to a clearing where i can see what i should do. It is not going to be easy but it has to be done no matter what. i am consumed in the one who loves me but does he really care like he says i wait patiently for that on sign the one that says forever but i can't see it are my eyes closed i just want to be held to be loved like a girl should. i'm not stupid though i feel that way sometimes. that's not a life to live. someone please put a end to my missery someone come a give me their bleeding heart. i won't hurt it again i promise. we belong together.