Okay this is sooo stupid, I'm crying over it. You know that contest to be interviewed by Criss at the Luxor for footage for BELIEVE on October 10th ?

Yeah, I won that. But I'm soo mad because they told me the day before!! How am I supposed to get a flight on a day's notice??! It should be a week or two in advance ! Now I can't go because I'm not allowed! Fuck. The email said i was GUARENTEED to meet Criss and that's my dream in life and now its just gone. I could have met my idol ! Oh why couldn't the contest have arranged rides for the winners who live in an other fucking COUNTRY!!! Damn, this is killing me, i want to meet him SO bad and all of the sudden its like there's no reason to live. Fuck this. But whatever happens I'll always love you Criss,

anyway, i've had my rant, i'm okay now :]