Deex's Blog

Invisible

September 11, 2008

Do u see me?

I walk around the hallways of this school trying to be noticed............ But instead im invisible....... I talk to my so called "friends"........ The just don't listen...........they dont hear me.........they dont see me..........they dont know what im going through.........all this pain.........walled up inside me........trying not to show it............but it bleeds out everytime I cut my wrists............but I guess it doesnt matter....................cause no one can see me......................im invisible............Can you see me?

Join The Loyal to Post Comments

    20 Comments (Showing 1-10 of 20)

    • Photo of ericyr ericyr
      ericyr
      Female, 18
      St. David, ME
      Status
      site under serious construction
      Comments So Far
      1626
      Last Updated
      10/06/09
      Posted 1 year ago by ericyr

      Seeing someone like you hurting in the inside makes my heart cringe in pain. I hate seeing people in pain because of other people's inability to accept the ones that are different. It's like hitting bottom and just being thrown a shovel. Sorry, this kinda uncovered a deep wound in my life. I just want u to know that your not alone. If ever you need to talk about something or need a little comfort please feel welcome to talk to me. I'm sorry for all you have to go through and I wish I could just take it away but unfortunately i'm only human

    • Photo of Kriss_Angel15 Kriss_Angel15
      Kriss_Angel15
      Female, 16
      Lenoir city, TN
      Status
      "Parting Is Such Sweet Sorrow"
      Comments So Far
      204
      Last Updated
      07/20/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Kriss_Angel15

      u need a major hug!! HUGZ!!!!!
      lol

    • Photo of a_believer a_believer
      a_believer
      Female, 15
      Status
      Just Joined
      Comments So Far
      53
      Last Updated
      07/26/09
      Posted 1 year ago (changed 1 year ago) by a_believer

      I feel invisible just like you. I have friends but, I always feel alone.I pratically cry every night because people think I retarded because I'm overweight. The worst part is, is that I'm starting to believe it. And the song "welcome to my life" by simple plan helped me relize that maybe other people feel the same way. That maybe you were called something you're life and now your starting to believe it...I feel you and see you when I look in the mirror.

    • Photo of 03_Are_You_Ready_03 03_Are_You_Ready_03
      03_Are_You_Ready_03
      Female, 16
      Inuvik, CA
      Status
      Just Joined
      Comments So Far
      54
      Last Updated
      01/29/09
      Posted 1 year ago by 03_Are_You_Ready_03

      kewlnezz xD

      man im hungey xD

    • Photo of starrynite starrynite
      starrynite
      Female
      Status
      stay true to your self & believe, miracles r happening all around you
      Comments So Far
      676
      Last Updated
      11/22/09
      Posted 1 year ago by starrynite

      This is really good! I feel you, may not see u, but can feel u.

    • Photo of mickangel mickangel
      mickangel
      Female
      Status
      no longer on site
      Comments So Far
      1611
      Last Updated
      10/28/08
      Posted 1 year ago by mickangel

      being invisible isn't always a bad thing deex. i see u. i would love for u to read some of my lyrics and shit, if ur interested.

    • Photo of phantom123 phantom123
      phantom123
      Female
      Status
      trust is no longr mine 2 giv, 4 those who hav recieved it r dead 2 me now...
      Comments So Far
      -2
      Last Updated
      06/06/09
      Posted 1 year ago by phantom123

      ello!! sorry i cant actually comment u directly. the computer i use is really retarded and wont let me. hav u red any of my stuff??

    • Photo of AnnaILY AnnaILY
      AnnaILY
      Female, 16
      Washington, NC
      Status
      Find out who I really am
      Comments So Far
      38
      Last Updated
      01/15/09
      Posted 1 year ago by AnnaILY

      i'm good i guess today i am i'm finally glad that someone understands me you know. sometimes i feel left out not wanted i really sometimes....well most of the time i do feel invisible and i have no one to talk to i feel so lonlely and unwanted that's why i asked you to be my friend b/c it seemed like we had sooo much in common GOD!! i wish you went to my school. what other kind of bands do you like?

    • Photo of Deex Deex
      Deex
      Male
      Status
      Underoath RAWKS!
      Comments So Far
      527
      Last Updated
      11/26/08
      Posted 1 year ago by Deex

      thnx, that means a lot to me.......

    • Photo of phantom123 phantom123
      phantom123
      Female
      Status
      trust is no longr mine 2 giv, 4 those who hav recieved it r dead 2 me now...
      Comments So Far
      -2
      Last Updated
      06/06/09
      Posted 1 year ago by phantom123

      u know, by finding people who feel the same way and handle things the same way as you.... makes u feel alot better about urself and u feel connected to them. i feel like that about most of the people on my friends list. i feel the same way u do. sometimes i even feel so bad about sumthing that i feel like im mentally insane or retarded. and any person who says u needed help..... im sorry but screw them. things like ur blogs are really deep ways for people like us to express ourselves. i think its amazing and i do care and understand u. i write the same sort of things randomly in class. i think u should keep up with it. if u ever need anyone to talk to, u no where to find me... :)