Chrissi's Blog
Why is my love for him eternal...........
August 11, 2008I'm telling you about my Big love for 1 person who changed my life XXXXOOOO
last year...time before Christmas......I watched TV,and first time I saw Criss's episode of Mindfreak......I was stunned......I was stering in TV and after end of spisode I wanted more of that guy.......I watched some of hes episodes on youtube,and next day my desire for him was stronger!
He stolen my heart already,what couldn't do even my favorite actor! That guy have something.......after 2 days he was every second in my mind,I didn't stop thinking on him.......
every day my desire for see him,for meet him,for talking with him is bigger and bigger.... my ''like him'' become '' I love him''....when i hear that he'll do something dangerous I'm praying to God that protect him .......I have never been in America but i said to my parents that I'm ready to go next summer in Vegas just to meet him....
i love that guy so much I can't even describe it!
I had some situations in life when I feeled miserble,I didn't know what to do, when I saw how your own family can betray you....i had some thoughts in mind and I needed someone who will add the right thing....... and that person was Criss! I didn't talk with him but he don't even know how much did he helped me..................he also teached me some things and make my faith more stronger then before..... many times I was connected with some person and he/she gave me the answer without her knowing....so I often know what will someone say or do before he do something ,and I tryed many more things,results were positive...... you just need find and see those things in you....
he really means a lot to me,and i'm hoping i'll meet him next summer,so I would be able to show him my tattoo what i'll make for my 18 birthday very soon.....
i'm very passionate person,when i love,I love for eternity,strong,till death.....
and i love this guy.......
he'll always have a big part in my heart....
Dreaming in reality,
This page is hard to turn,
When your heart isn't free , Captured betwin illusion and reality....
It's hard to hold the feelings...
When you're dieing for someone,
You long to touch.....
When you dreaming every evning,
but when you woke up,
he's 100 seas far away,
you lift hands to the sky
showing your love to the whole world,
wishing he'll be here soon....
in secret you wait this evening, dream,
when they'll be tugether......
this minute,sun will fill my room...
it's to soon...
don't want loose him.
Now....I'm feeling him....
smile on my face,
closing my eyes,he's close.......so close....
Now...disaire's wispering,
Heat burning inside of me,
Is this Love forever?
I say eternal,
Free,
Huge like the biggest sea!
1 step closer,you'll see
1 step closer,you'll feel....
I LOVE YOU CRISS..........4EVER