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HATE FOR YOU...........

August 1, 2009

As i lay in the dark and i hear the thumping and throbing of a broken heart it only races faster......because i think of the hate that i have for you.........do not blame me for what has taken place when you are the cause....you are the one who wronged me........and now i find a way to embrace my pain and love it in a way.because the pain i have reminds me of all the hate you have brought upon yourself.....you will no longer make me cry...or hurt me any worse......i was broken to begin with and your stupid for thinking you could fix me.....i love being this way......because alough pain and hate still exist deep within.....i learn and move on.......you on the other hand choose to hang on to your past and make everyone feel sorry for you.........you do not understand what it is like to be in my shoes...i may be broken but i am far more strong then you....

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      Posted 1 month ago by Teresa13

      Also movies help a lot.That is why I love celebrities without them life would suck.Also go with what you are feeling too.It always helps to get it out instead of keeping it all bottled up inside.Keep your heart protected and fill it with love.Whether it is something you read,see or feel.Don't let hate fill it.Keep your heart healthy and strong.Also Jesus Christ does exist I have seen him,Virgin Mary,and Satan and felt the prescence of God.So pray to him to help you forgive and find better people.Also to help that other person that has hurt you.

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      Hey I am sorry that this has happened to you by someone.I hope and pray that you have better people in your life and experiences.I have gone through the same thing with a few people in my life,but I have learned to forgive them.I think of how Jesus Christ felt when he was betrayed by Judas and all that he endured and went threw.When I think of that then I realize how lucky I really am and blessed.It kinda helps to think this way.Just learn from it and don't take what that person did to you and bring it to others.My mother in law threw some of my things away such as wedding gifts and then I started doing the same thing.

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      I realize this and I am working on not doing that to when I get mad or hurt.you are young and you are gonna probably have more experiences like this hopefully not.If you do though just know that you will get threw it and that we are here for you.I hope I have helped you.With sister and angel Love Tara Ps.People in my life have helped me out a lot with certain issues that I had to deal with.When we talk we help each other out.That is the key talking/communicating.Don't ever have someone to tell you to shut up if they do then just don't talk to them.Find those that you can talk to.

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      Posted 3 months ago by mekasee

      that was really...wow was it about anyone?