God. Today was...well, it was SHIT in both first and second period.

God. Today was...well, it was SHIT in both first and second period. In first period, I recieved the first batch of dissapointing news for the day; the class-switch that I wanted was(to reword it) unavailable to ME. Not to other people, but to ME ONLY. I wanted Play-Production sixth period, move my 6th p US History with Wagner put to fourth, and fourth p spanish with Mr Hernandez to be pushed to 1st period- get rid of Academic Support. But, much to my dismay(and MUCH dissapointment) I was told that I('I' myself) had everything that was required to have already in my schedule, and that I couldn't get out of Academic Support without my parent(s) consent/approval. So yes, that was Dissappointment number one, but oh yes!- We had our written-final in our Physics class now what do you know...! Umm....I have to admit, I did study for that peice of- well, you know- but then, I also have to admit, I went brain-dead!!!!!! So, I had to ask my friend Saul for help! sigh Mr Fog pulled me aside and asked me if I was asking Saul questions. "Yeah, i'm not gonna lie" I said. He said that I could put mine and sauls grade on the line. Well... he was real nice and honest about it, but don't know if he did mark me down. I went back to my seat and did as much work as humanly possible for me to do. I wrote down as much as I could, but damnit! Pfft! He even said that people could stay for break to finish if they wanted to. When the bell rang, he actually told me that I could come in at lunch if I needed any more time. I would have, but I wanted to stay as far away from that flipping pink paper as possible. (besides, I needed lunch for me). ...I can't really believe he didn't just ZERO me right there. I feel like an idiot everytime I walk into that classroom. My whole body just burns whenever I think about that damned class. I'm ashamed of myself. I hate that I can't get basic stuff like every other person. I hate sitting in between two sophmores who know SHITLOADS more than I do and me being a fucking Junior. I'm like the stupid adult among little smart people.

Don't worry, though. I'm just venting out my shitty problems.

But, as the day wore on, it got, very surprisingly, much better. Its always better AFTER second period. Umm, third period was cool. Really chill. I must confess- I didn't actually DO my work, I mean, I didn't really have anything that NEEDED to be done NOW, so I just chilled and thought about my problems. Fourth period was cool, too. It helped that Chaz came over and 'worked' with me and Hunter. It really cheered me up. At lunch, well, it was cool, too. A bit boring nowadays, but cool. At fifth period, we just worked on our essays(I need to finish mine tonight) and we read for ssr. I've always liked ssr(silent sustained reading). It's always quiet. I really get into my books and never really want to stop(I've actually gotten into alittle bit of trouble for not paying attention and reading in class. Oops) But yes. At last, sixth period. My favorite period of the day. Favorite class. I have a D in there, but hey! At least I get more stuff in THERE right more than in my Physics class. Besides, I actually have GOOD friends that I can relate to. People that I actually hang out with. People who are the smae AGE as me! When I got in sixth, Mr Wagner said we'd be playing JEAPORDY!(Is that how you spell it...?) Yeah, he said he had to even the sides, because my side has two really good people who would MOST LIKELY be really good at this. He moved Anthony over to the opposing side and looked for one more. I was like,"Hey, as long as I'm on the winning side!!!" He asked me if I wanted to go over there and so I did. Erin and Krista(My two good friends) are like, "TRAITOR!" Omg. It was hilarious....!

My side lost. DAMN! ......I tried. I, myself, made some really good saves for my side, if I say so myself. It was AWESOME!.....

So, yeah. School was DOWN(...............wayyy down........SOOOOO down..!) Then it was up(WAY UP, HOLY SHIT!) and then, YES! It was the Sunset Market today!!! I am finaly at ease! I got the ring I was wanting to get! Its really nice! It has a teardrop kindof brownish diamond in it!!!!!!!!!!!!