AngelEyes707's Blog
Overwhelmed
June 17, 2008There has been so much weirdness going on in the past couple weeks and it's driving me crazy!
Ok so this is the first time in a while that I've written anything and let me tell you...sooooooo much has happened since then! I went to prom and I graduated and I turned 18! Prom was fun and Chris and I had this long talk in his car afterwards about how he likes me and I like him and that we should hang out this summer and whatever and things were going great. He told me to text him whenever I wanted and unless he was busy he would text me back. So I did and it was working for a while until like two weeks ago when he started taking longer to get back to me and then we just stopped all together. I've only seen him twice in the past two weeks and both times were at his work for like 5 minutes. I don't think that qualifies as "hanging out". I'm just really confused cause he seemed serious about it and like it was important to him to get to know me better and like he sounded as if he saw me as a potential gf but I don't know what changed. I'm thinking he just got really busy and got a little scatter brained about stuff so I'm seeing him on Thursday and I'm gonna talk to him about it cause enough is enough. Anyway, so that's the first thing. The second thing has to do with the other guy Trevor that I liked before. I found out recently he broke up with his skank girlfriend Lexi and granted I should have been so happy but no of course this had to happen when I'm in the middle of this thing with Chris. And now I've been seeing more of him than Chris lately and there's even been talk of him moving in next door with my neighbors. His dad lives next door with his step-mom and step-sister. The guy that I've been waiting for for an entire year FINALLY is single again and it could not have happened at a worse time. Now I feel torn between two guys and feelings for Trevor are starting to come up again. I was doing so well there for a while because I would see him like every couple months or something and now he's here everyday almost. I don't know what to do but I'm gonna try and clear things with Chris first before I decide what I want to do. I mean I just don't know if he's actually gonna have time for me like he said he would and that concerns me. Wish me luck Loyals and I really hope all this weirdness ends soon...TTYL Freaks!